Alternatively, if every day progresses like clockwork you may already be stuck in the matrix searching for a blue pill.
Self-loathing is a feeling that is close to my heart. It’s been hard for me to feel comfortable in my skin, satisfied with my choices or genuinely happy in my thoughts.
Rare it is a possibility to have people in your life who don’t lie to you, deceive you or cheat you.
The conversation ended with him suggesting we go out sometime for dinner or drinks, and me basically saying “I’ll get back to you.” Months went by and there a new message was in my inbox of him asking if he’d just seen me out wherever. Of course he didn’t really think that but I guess he figured it was a surefire way of me responding. Thus the conversation leading him to ask what I had planned that night.
End of conversation…
Although I’d spent most of the aforementioned time feeling sorry for myself, I became accustomed to the time spent alone.
My boyfriend could sense it. My best friend had a feeling. Both suggested multiple times that I take a test just to be sure. Moodier than ever before, I shrugged it off as my period coming soon. Since the beginning of grade 9, Mother Nature reminded me each month of my ‘gift’. Yes I realizedContinue reading “Marriage is one thing but a baby? “
Good days for me don’t just include my son not melting down over a pair of pants he wants to wear 3 days in a row or my daughter losing her shit because she can’t find Rapunzel’s dress that’s lost in a pile of dirty clothes. Or my husband making it home in time forContinue reading “Good Days”
substance noun sub·stance \ ˈsəb-stən(t)s \ practical importance I want to put forth myself into the world and provide something of value rather than incomplete posts on my feed. A picture is worth a thousand words but to read a point of view that hasn’t yet been expressed is priceless. What makes this so unusual for me is me.Continue reading “Substance Between the Posts”